Everyday I wake up, I think "I'm still here." I think maybe I'd disappear in my sleep or some sort of excitement will pull me out of my bed. But, I look around and see that I'm still here. In a box. I don't know what I want and I'm only thinking about what I'm doing now. But, If I stay in this box. I can't really do anything. I'm too tired and a square is too simple. If only my world was round. Things for me wouldn't be so complicated (kinda contradiction there..) and I could be apart of a cycle. But, no. It's not. And I don't understand a lot of things. I don't know if it's because I'm not as smart as I think I am or maybe I don't want to understand. I have lost interest in tons of my favorite things to do. And my life is more at a STOP sign than completely ruined as other people may exaggerate.

And I'm still pissed about some color pencil thief who stole my black colored pencil. Thanks to that asshole I haven't been able to color or anything. Gawd, sometimes I hate people >__> I mean. I would never still a color pencil! D:< Cause I have my own. So, why couldn't that bastard buy his or her own. It's only like what a dollar something! Gah! This is worse than Burger King's attempt to poison me with mayo. Black is a really important color to color with because it helps with depths of shadows and all that detail shit. They couldn't take like the light blue...or something. They had to take the color i need the most. Gawd. People.

And to top it all off. I didn't get any freak'n candy for Halloween cause my sister told me this story about razor blades in candy bars. -.- It's foolish to believe that. But, they're are crazier people than me! Shit...I wouldn't harm some child with razor blades in chocolate..especially not chocolate...I love chocolate...it loves me. We love each other. If chocolate was a man, damn right I'd marry him! Y'know...chocolate is sexy too. It's so orgasmic..sex with chocolate...wow.

Oh! oh! And I have a shadow stalker :l people tell me "Oh, are you sure it's not your shadow?" Fuck no, it's not my shadow. My shadow doesn't just get up and walk around like Peter Pan's shadow. I hate ghost. I'm not like racist against ghost or anything like that. I just don't like them...cause they scare me. Freak me out. They make me lock myself in my room for a long time and hide under the covers...like clowns do...I hate clowns. Now, yah. I'm racists against clowns. Those bitches can burn! I mean what they hell is good about them. One clown thought it was funny to take my hat and put it on and do that goofy laugh. It wasn't funny. What's so funny about taking people's hat. I was scared so, I hid behind my friend crying and stuff. Clowns are so mean. And people who keep sending me clown pictures are even MEANER! and you know who the fuck you are, you insensitive immature bastards! (except for CLX, i forgive yous.) Everyone else can burn with their clown buddies! Except for Harley Quinn from Batman. She's cool. o3o

Also I wanna say hais to my BFFAEAEs!! If you said more than the "Hello" and "wb" you might be one of them. 83 The rest of you. Shame on you and I hope you burn

BTW, If i'm an asshole to you. Don't take it personal. I just hate you. :3

I'm done complaining x:

(Not anyone ever reads this shit anyway D:< )
And if you do read this ALL. May some spiritual entity have mercy on your soul. Cause that's like...wow.